I notice it when I am doing stuff I enjoy, stuff I find interesting and engaging and I feel the energy again. And I want to keep working even though I should sleep.
But lately when I apply myself to my work it's not the same. I don't feel that energy. Maybe I am over analysing it. Maybe I just need more sleep and a holiday.
I also feel I am afraid of something just at the moment. Afraid to let myself experience what could be good for me. Hmmm. Enough blather for tonight. I am probably going to have a mad dream now and wake up confused. Ah well.
Time to brush the teeth.
2 comments:
I had that feeling before. I ended up switching jobs and all was good again. Looking back, I knew the original job was not what I truly wanted, only what I thought I wanted. Hindsight is always 20/20.
mayeb that's what I need to do.. or maybe I can't get engagement from a job - that's a real possibility
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