I don't know why I'm nervous

Re my previous post..

I don't know why but I am nervous about calling.

My head is full of lots of daft stuff these past few weeks.. you wouldn't believe what has been going on.

I am SUPER-indecisive these days. I know what is triggering it but I'm struggling to park it.

I am delighted for the person in question but am not in the right frame of mind to say what it is I mean to say.

I'm guessing that none of this is making sense.

I need to go for a walk in the mountains perhaps. Clear my head.